Friday, June 28, 2013

First Few Days

Sorry for the long delay in our update! We have hardly had internet since we left the country… or time to write for that matter! But here’s a run-down of the past few days – minus yesterday, so I’ll post about yesterday and today’s tonight! It’s long, but I just can’t help be so excited about all that the Lord has done already!

Considering we had a 13-hour layover in London, the three of us decided to leave the airport and go on a mini excursion around the city! We took the subway to Piccadilly Circus and from there walked to the a national museum, Big Ben, the London Eye, the parliament building, Westminster Abbey, Buckingham Palace, and St. James Park! I’ve never been to London, so it was great get out and see what I’ve only seen in movies!

We had another red eye from London to Monrovia, Liberia, so by the time we arrived in Africa it was already 6am. The moment I stepped off the plane I was hit with a big wiff of “Africa” and immediately my heart started racing. It all started to feel a little more real. We were picked up from the airport by Emmanuel Jonah, the son of the Anthony and Betty Jonah who run the Betty Jonah Orphanage in Yekepa, who then took us to his home church in Monrovia. I don’t know about anyone else, but there is something about worshipping our Lord in another culture that really makes you step back and remember how awesome God is. These people worship Him with so much passion and love, literally begging Him to send us His Spirit, desperate for His power to rescue them. I couldn’t help but be inspired by their contagious hunger for our Lord. We spent the rest of the day with Emmanuel and his family and also attended a graduation for the elementary students at the school he runs. Any kind of educational graduation is such a big accomplishment here in Africa that basically the whole town came to support the kids! It really made me step back and realize how much I take my education for granted.

We stayed at the ABCU’s guesthouse in Monrovia for the night, but so were Scott and Kevin, two men who were working on a project for Vision Trust in Liberia. Scott was kind enough to “show us the ropes” down here in Africa. After we made it through his very helpful list of do’s and don’ts, he asked us to share a little about why we were here. He finished our talk with his own testimony (which was incredible) and words of encouragement for us. It’s amazing to me because I know he didn’t realize how the Holy Spirit was using Him in that moment. It was a very strong reminder to me of how we must take advantage of every opportunity we have to serve, encourage, and build into the lives of others. This man was put in our path for literally 1 hour, and I am still being encouraged by the words he spoke to us. This man could have easily minded his own business and ignored the three young kids who sharing a house with him (which we weren’t even supposed to be sharing in the first place!), but he chose to take time for us, and I will continually be encouraged for that.

The next day (Monday) was spent gathering supplies to take up to Yekepa with us. Monrovia, the largest and most developed city in Liberia, is an 8 hour drive from Yekepa, so we had to get enough supplies for the 5 weeks we would be spending there. We had the evening and night to spend with Emmanuel and his family, who was kind enough to open his home to us.

We woke up early the next morning (5am) for our long and bumpy drive to Yekepa! One of my favorite parts of this whole trip was when we stopped for a bathroom break and I shared some gum (called “cheek-lays” here) with a little girl standing by herself on the side of the road. I should have known that when I gave gum to the only child I saw that somehow 15 others would hear about it and come running! It continues to amaze me how something so simple and small can make a kid’s day.

Monday was also the day I have been looking forward to for literally a year – when I was finally reunited with the kids at the orphanage! I practically broke my leg falling out of the car out of excitement. The first thing we did, or course, was sing, “Ayo-Ayo” (for those of you who don’t know, that was the song that the Lord used last year to connect me with the kids. Little did I know that now all the children at the school and orphanage have nick-named me “Ayo-Ayo” and have called me that for the past year! My spirit (along with my smile) was bursting as I greeted all the kids who I have thought about and prayed for every day for the past year. My heart felt at home as children ran and hugged me.

Sadly, we didn’t stay at BJO (Betty Jonah Orphanage) very long since we had a long day with not much sleep, so we made our way a few miles down the road to ABCU to get settled on the campus we would be staying at. Our house has 3 bedrooms (appropriately), but the funny thing is 2 of the rooms have two twin size beds and the 3rd room has a king-size bed with it’s own bathroom… Can anyone guess which room I ended up with!? J I swear, it’s because it means I get my own bathroom, but I’m definitely not complaining about this very large bed I get to sleep in! After getting settled, we met Dr. Amos (the campus president) and his wife and he had many encouraging words to say to us. We discussed a lot about the history of Liberia, especially with this recent civil war they had. Apparently, Yekepa used to be the wealthiest place in all of Liberia! It even had a golf course and a swimming pool! But when the war broke out, everything was destroyed. The only thing that once remained (before the community began to rebuild) was the run-down building foundations that had been destroyed during combat. What was ironic to me what that not only did Amos talk of the building debrief that remained as a reminder of the pain and suffering the people went through, but also all the debrief left in many people’s hearts. Many many people here still remember the war. It is fresh in their minds, yet no one discusses the pain they are dealing with. That is why, according to Amos and Emmanuel, it is so encouraging when people come from oversees in the name of Christ to visit them. It serves as a reminder that God has not forgotten them (a theme we took to the orphanage last year, not knowing that was a concept the people here struggle with… God is so incredible). The rest of the evening was spent checking my room how spiders and other creepy, crawly bugs… thanks for humoring me Shane J

Tuesday morning, we headed to the school/orphanage first thing (the children in the community come join the orphans at the orphanage for school). The three of us toured the BJO so that Tim and Shane could get a better idea of what projects they want to focus on during their stay here. Towards the end of our trip, it was made very clear what they will spend almost all of their time and the money we brought with us on.

On the BJO campus, there is a church called Redeemer Baptist Church. This church is helped run by Pa Anthony Jonah (Betty Jonah’s husband) and has been in the community for many years – even long before the war. The church has had some renovations, but one thing that has not been fixed in a while is the roof – made completely out of asbestos. For those of you who don’t know, like I didn’t, this is an extremely toxic metal that causes many health problems and is illegal in the U.S. Not only is the roof leaking with people meeting there on a regular basis (and have been for more than 40 years), but many of the children meet in this building for Sunday school, choir practice, and many other school functions. There is even a smaller “kitchen” next to it where women are cooking food for the school children to eat for lunch. The second Tim and Shane heard what this roof was made of, we decided that this need was urgent and the boys chose to undertake the task replacing the church’s roof, the school kitchen, and the roof of another small room behind the church – all made of asbestos.

Now, I am so thankful to have two strong men with me who recognized the seriousness of this situation and who are able to do something like fix this roof, but this is one of those moments where all the glory goes to God, for quite a few reasons:
1.     He orchestrated this “team” of three perfectly. Between Tim’s frugality (which allowed us keep track of money have enough to fund this project) and roofing/construction experience, and Shane’s good-humored nature, his willingness to literally “do whatever,” and (quite honestly) the buffer between me and Tim, I can’t really even imagine what other skills we could need between the three of us. I was originally going to do this whole trip by myself, and while I know the Lord would have provided for me everything I needed, I think part of Him doing that was through giving me Tim and Shane. Honestly, if it was up to me and my original plans/desires, neither of them would have been with me here in Africa!
2.     He provided financially for this trip very specifically. When I first started fundraising for this trip, I was overwhelmed by the amount of money we needed to raise. I was sure that God was going to pull one of those things you always here about where people go to bed with not enough money and wake up with just enough money at the exact perfect time. Honestly, I was kind of  excited for Him providing that way so that I would have a super-cool God story to tell! But that wasn’t the way He worked… at all. Tim and I raised more money than we had originally asked for (the amount we were trying to raise covered our plane tickets and food/housing/some transportation)… the bare minimum. It wouldn’t include visas, shots, or any kind of supplies we would need to work while here in Yekepa. Now, I wasn’t sure what God was doing when He kept providing for our trip, above what we had asked for. I wasn’t sure what God was doing when He had people continually pay for supplies/donations we were taking when we had money to purchase them ourselves. I wasn’t sure what God was doing when He had the airlines wave our baggage fee when we had enough cash on hand to pay for it. I REALLY wasn’t sure what He was doing when He started having random people come up to Tim and I telling us “the Spirit told us you needed this money for your trip” when we clearly already had more than enough. But, I was reminded that God doesn’t do things without a purpose and if His Spirit was working in such ways then there was a reason this money was being given. I knew we wouldn’t really understand until the time was right, but I didn’t ever imagine it would be like this. This project will be costly, but it is a HUGE need, and the ONLY way we were going to have money for this was if the Lord had provided it through donations (Tim and I would never have brought this much cash otherwise).  So – If you’re reading this and you donated to my trip financially, whether that be by buying a $2 bracelet from me, donating $25, or giving much more, from an even deeper part of my heart that I thanked you with before – THANK YOU. I’m so moved by the way He is using people from all over who don’t even realize the massive impact they are having on not only a church, but a whole community here in Liberia. I don’t think you’ll ever know the difference you are making, but I pray you all receive a little extra blessing in your lifetime for allowing God to use you in all of this… (on a side note, just to increase glory to God in this situation, all this came in the midst of some serious spiritual warfare regarding finances!).
3.     He hears our prayers. After we told Emmanuel (who was giving us the tour and is tied closely with His parents orphanage and Redeemer Baptist Church), we would help with the churches roof, jaws were dropped, words were lost, tears fell, songs of praise and thankfulness were sang, a people danced. This need has been at the top of the churches prayer list for months as they have been begging God to send the means to fix their roof. In the words of Emmanuel, “God was preparing this way for you [me, Tim, and Shane] before we were even aware of what we would be doing here... you didn’t know why you came here, but He did.” We didn’t know we would be doing anything other than a few small upkeep projects the orphanage needed, but God had something bigger in mind. When I, along with many of you, prayed for the Lord to prepare opportunities to be used, I had no idea He meant something like this. I am in awe. I am humbled. I am speechless. And I am beyond blessed.

Now, all this to say, it won’t be smooth sailing from here on out. There are still many things that need to get worked out and I’m sure the enemy will make is as annoying, discouraging, and as difficult as possible for us. To be frank, we are scared out of our minds we won’t have time to finish. There are 3 of us (well, only 2 who would actually be of use in this situation!) to complete this roof in 4 weeks (the remaining time once all the supplies arrive. There will be a few Africans to help the boys, but like Emmanuel noted, “usually teams come in numbers of 20’s or 30’s to do this kind of project, but you come with 3” (again, 2 if we’re being realistic). Yet, multiple different people have already encouraged and affirmed us that since God has His hand on this and is clearly blessing this, the project will get finished. I’m reminded of the verses in 1 Corinthians 1:26-29 that says, “He uses the foolish things of this world to lead the strong.” [again] because His power is made perfect in our weakness (2 Corinthians 12:9) I know that if we can just stay faithful to keep our hearts, actions, and intentions pure that He will bless us!

So again, thank you for your support and prayers. They mean the world to me as well as the people in the community. You should see the way people’s faces light up when they learn that they have many brothers and sisters in Christ praying for them all the way from the U.S.

“ Brothers and sisters, think of what you were when you were called. Not many of you were wise by human standards; not many were influential; not many were of noble birth. 27 But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. 28 God chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things—and the things that are not—to nullify the things that are, 29 so that no one may boast before him.”

Friday, June 21, 2013

Going out in weakness

And we're off!

After finally going to bed at 2:30 am, this morning started bright and early for me at 4:30 am. I'm still not really sure if it was hard to get out of bed due to my exhaustion or because it hit me that I wouldn't be back in it for 6 weeks. After showering, stuffing my face with 5 pieces of fresh watermelon, and saying a long goodbye to Tillie, we (meaning my dad) hauled all 10 suitcases to the car and we set off for the airport. I would like to take this moment to point out that only ONE of the ten suitcases is actually mine! One for Tim, one for Shane, and the remaining 7 are donations for the orphanage, school, etc. 



Shane, me, Tim, and all our luggage! We warned Shane I don't travel light!!

Two super cool things happened while we were at the airport checking in this morning.


The first is that despite American Airlines trying to make us pay for all 10 bags, they waived every single baggage fee... every. single. one. They even waived my oversized suitcase which they told us usually costs $200 to check! And not only this, but they checked our bags all the way to Monrovia rather than making us pick them up and recheck them in London (which they had originally said we would have to do).

The second really amazing thing that happened is still blowing my mind. About a week ago, my mom and I went to a local travel store in Palm Desert and asked if they had any suitcases they were donating for humanitarian purposes (this store often has people come in, purchase new suitcases, and then leave their old ones there. The store then turns around and gives them to people, like me, who go on trips to other countries and can't go out and buy suitcases just to leave in some foreign country). At first, the store told us they didn't have any, but one of the employees decided he would go back and double check for us. Amazingly, he found one suitcase that had just been dropped off! They gave it to us and we went on our way with the beige colored suitcase that looked as though someone threw-up wildflowers all over it.

Fast forward to this morning while I am standing at the check-in counter, surrounded by a mountain of bags when I heard a woman behind me excitedly talking to my dad. I turned around to hear her exclaiming that that was her suitcase that she had donated to the travel store last week! What are the chances that we would not only be at the airport at the same time as this woman, but also on the same flight and that she just happened to walk in just in time to see us plop her overpacked suitcase on the check-in scale!? Just a minute earlier or later and we wouldn't have met. God is so cool isn't He!? Not only did I get to thank this woman for unknowingly donating to my trip, but I got to tell her that her suitcase was being used to take school supplies, sports equipment, and lollipops to little kids in Africa! By the look on her face, I'm not sure who was more blessed by all this, her or I!

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As it's finally starting to hit me that all this is actually taking place and in a few short hours I will be back in Africa, a phrase that The Lord keeps speaking to me is,
     You are going out in your weakness
I'm not going to lie, at first thought of this I was stricken with panic. But as I kept listening, He reminded me that while we are in fact going out in our weaknesses, we are also going out in His strength. What better way to go!? The first part of 2 Corinthians 12:9 says, "But He said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is made perfect in weakness." It is through our weaknesses that His glory is displayed all the more. By going out and serving in our weakness, uncomfortability, and insecurity, rather than with our strengths as we would like, we get to partake in the blessing of seeing God work in ways that is beyond ourselves. The second half of verse 9 and 10 go on to say, "therefore, I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ's sale, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong."

It's my prayer that through these next few weeks the Lord uses us not because of our strengths, our specialties, or what we're "good at" because we might try to take some of the credit for what He does. Rather, I'm praying that He chooses to use us through everything we are worst at so that at the end of every day we can look back and be blown away by the way the Lord chose to work through us and ultimately He can receive every ounce of the glory He deserves.



My best friend came to see me off, complete with a care package and all!



Friday, June 7, 2013

Surrender - The Gospel shall be preached

This video is long, but if you have the time, definitely worth listening to! I can't help but get fired up and encouraged!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZvGg2KP_btg

If you REALLY don't have time to listen, here's probably one of my favorite part of his sermon. It was about when we continuously pray for something and our prayers go unanswered (something all of us can relate to) and how each of us should be literally begging God to constantly fill us with more and more of His Spirit while surrendering ours to make room for His. 

“I think God gets a different kind of glory when His servants pray and nothing happens. And pray again and nothing happens. And believe and nothing happens. And trust and look foolish. And step out in faith and are not rewarded. And their spirit persists. And they pray and pray and pray and pray, and nothing happens. And their spirit endures, and their spirit remains, and their spirit believes, and their spirit trusts. And they pray again and nothing happens. And the heavens are as brass, and the answer does not come.

When the spirit of man is subject to God under such duress and disappointment, God elbows the devil in the ribs and says, “Got anyone like that, devil? Got anyone like that? Got anyone so surrendered, devil? Got anyone whose spirit is so yielded and soft? Got anyone that trusts you unshakably? Do you have anyone with a surrendered spirit like that?”

Nothing strikes fear into the heart of that old serpent like the spirit of one completely surrendered to Jesus. For a surrendered spirit doesn’t have to know why. A surrendered spirit doesn’t have to be known. A surrendered spirit doesn’t have to be able. A surrendered spirit doesn’t have to be the center. A surrendered spirit doesn’t have to succeed. Yet, a surrendered spirit can be trusted with power from on high for a surrendered spirit is unlimited, and a surrendered spirit is unstoppable.

We must surrender the idea that this gospel will be preached to every nation in our own strength. For it is to the desperate that Jesus sends more of His Spirit."



Unmatched Generosity and Prayer

I cannot even begin to express my thanks to everyone who has supported both my brother and I - financially and prayerfully. I am humbled, literally to tears, when I think of the generosity of our family, friends, friends of friends, church body, and even strangers. This trip wouldn't have been possible if it wasn't for the people God has placed in our path to support us, cheer for us, encourage us, bless us, and most importantly pray for us!

A year and a half ago, before I had even fully committed to going on my first trip to Liberia and it was just a mere opportunity set on the table in front of me, an elderly man in my home church heard about my desire to go to Africa. After church, he walked up to my dad and handed him some cash. He doesn't know this, but at that time, I was still debating on whether or not I should go on the trip. But once I heard about his donation, I decided it was too late to back out. I still don't think this man fully know's the vital part he played, and continues to play, in changing my life. If it wasn't for his faithfulness to listen to the Holy Spirit's prompting to give to my trip that day that I don't think I would have found myself, six months later, with a heart completely changed, a call to give my life in service, and totally in love with The Lord. This time around, it was that same man who began my journey back to Africa by being the first person, again, to donate to our trip.

However, this year, the Lord must have known I would need a little extra encouragement to make this trip happen. Now, between my brother and I, we would have to raise twice as much money. With the economy the way it is and being that I just asked people last year to support me, I was very afraid and nervous of what people would think when I sent my support letters out. However, I was shut right up when almost immediately funds started to pour in. Amazingly, it hasn't stopped. Each time I check our account, expecting it to be the same as last weeks report, there are more names on the list of people who have given. What is even more encouraging to me is the wide range of people The Lord is using - from people who have been faithfully supporting me for years, to people I have just met, to people who I know are struggling right now yet who's generosity is unmatched, to people I did not even ask for support yet gave anyway. The Lord knows just how to provide in ways which bless and encourage His children and turn all the glory back to Him!

Also, last night, a good friend of ours, Gina MacConnell, hosted a jewelry party at our house with Noonday Collection (http://ginamacconnell.noondaycollection.com/) - an organization that employs struggling women to make jewelry and run a business then sells the products to women in the US. Not only did the sales from this party help women and their families all around the world, but between Gina donating her cut of the sales percentage, donations, and my own bracelet sales, we raised almost $700 for our trip! When I found this out, I literally cried. I am completely blown away by the kindness of all the women who came to support my brother and I and who provided for women in places like Ethiopia, Rwanda, India, Guatemala, etc. Whoever said jewelry shopping can't make a difference in our world!?

Though I wrote this post mainly to say thank you to people who have supported me financially, I do not want to forget those who have been faithful in prayer. While sometimes focus can be centered on finances and the quantifiable numbers, I do not, in any way, want to make people feel like finances take  some kinda of precedent over prayer. Both are very important, but I would be nowhere if it wasn't for the people in my life who have committed to pray for me, my brother, Shane, and this trip. I have seen the power of prayer and will be the first to attest that it changes everything. Through prayer, I have seen everything from drug addicts and alcoholics set free, prostitutes redeemed and delivered, people plagued by a lifetime of diseases healed, broken families mended, even cars miraculously fixed and lost items found. The amazing thing about our God is that He cares about us so deeply that He listens intently to each of our payers. He hears the longing of our hearts and when our hearts and desires align with His will, He delights in answering them (Psalm 37:4). So for those of you who could not donate financially but are faithfully praying (and, of course, to those who are doing both), from the most sincere place in my heart - Thank you. 

Here is a few specific current needs to pray for:
- That The Lord would bless the supplies Shane, Tim, and I are taking over, allowing it to exactly meet the needs of the people where we are going.
- Opportunities to share Christ's love and words to say during those opportunities.
- Please pray that we are sensitive to the Spirit's leading - wherever that may be.
- That Spiritual warfare would be minimized and their would be a hedge of protection around all of our heart's and mind's. That the Lord would send His angels to guard us in all our ways (Psalm 91:11).